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I Still Believe!
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It’s a……
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Lots of Changes!
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Singing the Blues
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Trusting
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Longing for Home
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Samaritan’s Purse Video
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One year later – My greatest hope
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Looking back

I Still Believe!

I miss Hannah.  We all do.  While this is nothing new, we seem to be moving into a new stage of grief.  Some of this is due to us preparing for the arrival of Joshua.  A lot of conversations have revolved around reminding the boys the rules of having a baby in the house as well as instructing them (mainly Levi) that we can’t treat this baby like Hannah because she was older.  Levi still giggles about how he would take her by the legs and drag her through the house causing her to giggle and squeal in happiness.  Already there have been many comparisons of baby Hannah to baby Joshua.  That’s so hard because they are each unique and special creations.  We fully recognize that[...]

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It’s a……

Many of you have been following our missionary story since we released our only daughter, Hannah, into the arms of Jesus.  Even before that event, we knew that our family was not done growing.  (We still plan to adopt, but that opportunity has not yet presented itself for us.)  Several months ago we announced that God had blessed us with another baby and since then we have been waiting to see if we would be having another boy or girl.  Having easy access to an ultrasound has been great….and frustrating.  While our first scans were a bit too early to tell the gender, lately the problem has been poor positioning, an umbilical cord that refuses to move out from between the legs, and hands that[...]

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Lots of Changes!

I realize that it has been a long time since my last post and I apologize for that.  This is partly due to that fact that the past several weeks have been quite busy.  It is also due to the fact that I just haven’t felt up to writing about anything.  I’m not 100% sure that I do now either but I also feel that it is important to keep all of our supporters updated on what is going on with our lives.  I have actually started several blog posts over the past several weeks that I have never completed, including some interesting medical cases.  Hopefully I will be able to complete them at some point but not today. As the title of this post[...]

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Singing the Blues

As many of you know, we recently returned from the WGM retreat at the coast.  This was the first time we were able to participate in this annual event as last year we had returned to the states for Hannah’s services at the time of the retreat.  This is designed to be time to get away from the work and stresses of life at Tenwek and focus on our own spiritual and physical health.  Our time at Turtle Bay provided us the opportunity to spend time as a family relaxing and finding both physical and spiritual refreshment.  The boys were able to participate in VBS and came home with all kinds of cool spy gear that they continue to play with regularly.  On the adult[...]

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Trusting

Every day of our lives we place our trust in others.  We trust that they will be reliable, that they will be honest, and that they will do what is promised.  So often though, these same people fail us and break our trust.  A few weeks ago, our trust was shattered by one of our house helpers when we discovered that she was stealing from us.  We had placed a great deal of trust in both of our workers.  We trusted them to help us maintain the house.  We even trusted them to oversee the care of our children.  The discussion that followed this discovery was one of the harder ones we’ve had since arriving here in Kenya.  We explained to her that although we[...]

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Longing for Home

The past couple weeks have been rough.  As we expected, it was hard leading up to the anniversary of Hannah’s death.  Lately work at the hospital has also been increasingly difficult.  There have been a lot of administrative issues making things extremely stressful.  Additionally we have been seeing a lot of really sick people (which honestly is nothing new).   Currently we have two emergency medicine residents with us in casualty, which has been amazing.  Everyone knows that ER docs are a different breed and it has been great to spend some time with other “crazy” folks.  Overall patient volumes have been down but for the past week but we have had at least one crash airway requiring intubation every day.  Monday morning is one[...]

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Samaritan’s Purse Video

Soon after we returned to Kenya following Hannah’s services stateside, Samaritan’s Purse interviewed us. This is the final video they released. We are so grateful to everyone at Samaritan’s Purse for the work they do in supporting our ministry here. We are blessed to have so many loving and talented people serving along with us.  For those of you not following us on Facebook, here is the link to the article they just wrote

 

One year later – My greatest hope

It has been one year. One year since I last was able to hold and cuddle with my little girl. One year since I last heard her babble “dada” or “mama”. One year since her smile and laugh melted this daddy’s heart. One year since I sat back and watched Hannah and her brothers laughing and playing. It has been one year since we let my sweet little princess run into the arms of Jesus. One year. A lot has happened in the past year. There has been laughter and there have been tears. We’ve celebrated birthdays and other special events. We’ve had good days and we’ve had some bad ones. Some days it feels like she was just here with us. At times though,[...]

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Looking back

As the one year anniversary of Hannah’s home going approaches I have spent a lot of time looking back and remembering. I’m thankful for the many photos chronicling her short life. It helps to remember the many joyful times we shared. As hard as it has been, I’m also thankful for the Facebook posts and blog updates. I’ve gone back and reread my Facebook updates from March and April along with the posts everyone else has made. We were and remain so blessed to have so many loving supporters. Please know that every note, message, and prayer are incredibly meaningful to us. Almost one year ago I posted this picture of Hannah asking for prayer. Soon is was circulating around the world as countless men,[...]

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